leave jb soon ...

It is the very 1st time i leave here going to a place that i never been alone ...
Terengganu is a place famous among tourists but it is total different with the place i live for so many year ....
Hope to meet more friends soon ...
Sometimes if someone have made a decision , maybe we need to learn to not saying that decision is not very good as you may not know what he/she is thinking , it is better for us to think or try to understand what they would like to do ...

UMT is quite a new university , i knew it ....
Terengganu is a place that is very kampung , i also knew it ...
The university that i going to study is not very well known even malaysian , i knew it ....
Everthing you said i knew it already , but please think about all of it again before you want to say , i only can say that at least i get a place in university however is not the university or course that you want me to go and study ....


Leaving JB soon in two weeks , going to a place that is very unfamiliar for me and my family ...
A very good time for me to learn to be independent ...

wait and wait .....

So many months already , i still waiting ......
Wait for the local university intake this year .....

WHY TAKE SO LONG LA.......


Look like i going to be crazy soon ..
HAHA ...

Goodbye Grandma ....

Everything happened so suddenly , i haven know how to respond u oredi gone ~~
No matter how regret is , u oredi gone forever ....
At that time i tried my best to rush back but i still dun have the chance to see ur last face ~~

Maybe this is was u wish as u dun wan us to see that how hard you are when you in the hospital ,
you may just want to let us see that you oredi R.I.P ~~
However u look like sleeping but all this is real ~~

U maybe haven knew that u oredi died ,
but the Master said no matter how we have to learn to let go ,
let u choose ur own way ....
that is another for us , a unknown world for human being ....

This few day during ur funeral , i looking at u hope that u can wake up ...
but Master really teach me how to let go ~`
We all just live in this world for a short time only ,
from the time u come to this world until u leave the world ...
Everyone is just the same in this world , no matter u are rich or poor , u are kind or bad ,
God look at us in the same way ...

tomorrow will be the 7th day after u left us ...
it is the time u has to decide where u want to go , this is what the Master told me ...
no matter what u did in this world , all maybe just ur destiny .....

Maybe i wouldnt celebrate CNY again , maybe i wouldnt see them again ....
too many maybe appear after u gone but i just can follow my way /my destiny ....


Goodbye , grandma .....
However u are gone but u will live in my heart ........

2011

lalalalalalalalala..................

It's 2011 .............
hvn got job aaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh........
some of my friends start working yesterday as a promoter at giant ,
however is a part time job but at least they got a job ah ~~~

a job needed by me ......
if no income then no m0ney ,......

no study .....
i going to be crazy .....

i am a stupid people ~~`
that day saw a scholarship for a course that i want to study from long ago ....
but i am too stupid and cant apply it .....
GPA 3.44 and above + band 4 and above ....
if got all this then a full scholarship yopu can have it ....
nothing much i can say only can say that i am a stupid people because i don't have all this ....

and now i have to worry above the fee if i want to continue study ......
maybe i too lazy for it ....
if i really cannot get into university maybe i will go for a restudy ......

another university i saw for the same course also need band 4 and above .....
hai ~~~
no chance 4 me .....

another i month is chinese new year la ....
if want to many thing then i need a job first la ....


the first wish for me in 2011 is get a job ,
then the second one is get into university to study .....
the others don't know yet .....

HOPE MY WISH CAN COME TRUE !!!!!

2010 have come to an end la......

in 2010 , i tried my best to study my stpm ,

now i finished the exam stay at home like an idiot .......

a job needed !!!!!!

who got lobang ....

checked the intake for ipta 2011/2012 , ipta started on september 2011 lei.........

i going to die la if i stay at home for so long ....

haha... i tried to find a job la ...

think back things that i have did in 2010 , all is my form 6 classmates lei ...........

it look like we did a lot of crazy things thing la ~~~~

however sometime i still very miss fa and all the others ....

that day i think i meet jo but it quite look like he do not that was me or he just didnt saw me .....

he changed quite a lot ....

i still feel sorry to fa as i went to sg and did not go to our gathering .....

for me it is quite hard to say that which one is i prefer more csi or gathering

but i go sg for csi as scs is somewhere i want to go s long ago ......

kim and her boyfriend look like being more and more loving la ~~

hope they get married early la ....

4 years let others wait too long la ......

2010 is going to end la ....

nothing i regret very much la ........

that day two of my cousins went into the hospital because of denggi ,

both christmas and dong zhi unable to celebrate......

may be can not say unable yo celebrate should say that it is gone without my notice ......

2011 is coming , hope everything will be all right and nothing bad happen .......

all of my family and friends in pink of health .......

bye bye 2010 , and hello 2011 .........

Start count down la~~~`

In SIGS

Starting from 11/5/09, i study in SIGS as a six former .......
this school dun know why let me think that study is so hard and difficult ~
my last school may be not a well known school but i feel that teachers there are more friendly than the teachers in SIGS
every week must get scold from one of the teachers but i think we do nothing at all
i think that the teachers there are having fun by take turn 2 scold us ~~
after that i jz know what they scold is all what the art stream do but no us
feel so sad some time when u know that u do nothing wrong but get scold 4 others

i was so missing the time in sdary
however something of that school is so good than this school
but at least i know that study is something happy but not so stress
time flies
can not turn it back

next tuesday will have the muet speaking test i so nervous
i will in the 1st group and my english level was so ......
if i only get band 3 then how ??

i am try 2 catch some some insects 4 bio practical
but it is very smelly
nobody want 2 go in the bio lab except our class members

Back 2 school .......

2morrow form 6 start le ...........
2morrow go 2 lapor diri
stay at home so long oredi
a little bit feel weird about go 2 school

i get sigs .......
a good school
but a girl school ~~~~~~~~
also a school i think is very difficult 2 go
hopefully i can find a solution 4 this problem

actually i dun know i should change 2 ssi o not .......
most of my friends study there ~~~~

i also need tuition
f6 is really difficult 2 study
i wan 2 fight with it so i need tuition
myb??!!

omega good 4 tuition but quite expensive 4 me
dun know how
dun know how 2 do ??

most of my friends go study le ~~
fa go matric
some like me go f6
some go UTAR
also got go melaka & kl
hope all of us can get the best & dream come true ~~~~

HAPPY STUDY ........