It's true that Terengganu is a super boring place for me .
No entertainment , no television , no radio ...
The only thing i got is my laptop , this make me keep checking my facebook even there are no new post at all ..
Coffee is a good thing when it meet with my laptop but is bad when i wan sleep
Last night , i did not have a good sleeping again ....
the weather here is so hot , but this just can be one of the causes .
I think that the main cause is the coffee
Actually i know that i do not like to drink but drinking a coffee make me able to stay focus in what I am doing especially when i force myself study ....
Both of these things are still under control when i got class to attend but it become worse during exam week .
Keep forcing myself to study as it got so many unknown for me and the carry marks was so low and i just do not know why the carry marks become lower and lower .
Anyway , i tell myself i have to stop it or reduce it and i think i can do it as i going to have a holiday soon .
Last two paper for me , nutrition and analytical chemistry i going to finish them and back to my home sweet home . Miss them so much ....
2012年6月18日星期一
2012年6月17日星期日
Happy Father Day
Father's Day ...
I saw a lots posts about wishing their Father , feel quite sad for it ...
For me , i really dun know what is the word "FATHER " or "DADDY" means ....
It just a word for me , it was so sad to say that ...
Last time , i did blame that why he left us so early ?!
WHY ?? Why make mum become so difficult in her life ??
As the times pass , i keep try to find out the cause that lead to your dealth ....
At the end i step in to a field called nutrition , really sometime i do not know whether i am right or not ...
Maybe just do not wish to see more people die because unhealthy diet like you .
That day , sister ask me whether you think father is a superman ?
I cannot answer it at all , i just found out that you left my life totally ...
Who are you ? How you look like ? What will you tell me ?
What you like to eat / drink ? Your this , your that , then i just know 3 years is just too short for me to know you ...
If there really have another world , hope you at there with grandparents happily ....
DAD , I LOVE YOU ~~
I saw a lots posts about wishing their Father , feel quite sad for it ...
For me , i really dun know what is the word "FATHER " or "DADDY" means ....
It just a word for me , it was so sad to say that ...
Last time , i did blame that why he left us so early ?!
WHY ?? Why make mum become so difficult in her life ??
As the times pass , i keep try to find out the cause that lead to your dealth ....
At the end i step in to a field called nutrition , really sometime i do not know whether i am right or not ...
Maybe just do not wish to see more people die because unhealthy diet like you .
That day , sister ask me whether you think father is a superman ?
I cannot answer it at all , i just found out that you left my life totally ...
Who are you ? How you look like ? What will you tell me ?
What you like to eat / drink ? Your this , your that , then i just know 3 years is just too short for me to know you ...
If there really have another world , hope you at there with grandparents happily ....
DAD , I LOVE YOU ~~
2011年12月24日星期六
Merry Christmas (^.^)
Tomorrow is Christmas la , lets watch the video that i make ( first time try to create a video )
Merry Christmas Everyone ~~~
HO HO HO!!!
Where is my Santa Claus ???
2011年9月21日星期三
TERENGGANU ....
Since i left JB and coming to Terengganu all ready two weeks la !!!!
In Terengganu is famous with its islands and the beach right ???
So i only can say that it is really beautiful but just for the sea and beach only because i haven got the chance to go any island here yet .
This october , i will have the chance to go Pulau Bidong which is belong to my university -UMT for a program call survival laut .This program is for every new members coming to this university .
It can say that is a two days one night program but only the first day will having activities and the second day we will be back from there ...
However the time for us to doing activities during that program is limited but i still very look forward this program .... ^^
There must have something good and something bad ....
It is quite hard for me to having chinese cuisine here as 95% are malay here ...
There are only one chinese restoran near my hostel , honestly their cannot say is very nice la ...
but i still go there to eat most of the time as they got more choices in vegetable ...
Most of the malay here less selling that and many is seafood only (for those who like to eat seafood one will be very good la (i think ) as it is cheap and fresh )but this does not mean that i don't like to eat seafood , i just prefer more vegetable in my daily meals ...
Something that i must say that is the things sold here quite expensive !!
Okay , that's all for today hope i got more free time to update everything here ...^^
In Terengganu is famous with its islands and the beach right ???
So i only can say that it is really beautiful but just for the sea and beach only because i haven got the chance to go any island here yet .
This october , i will have the chance to go Pulau Bidong which is belong to my university -UMT for a program call survival laut .This program is for every new members coming to this university .
It can say that is a two days one night program but only the first day will having activities and the second day we will be back from there ...
However the time for us to doing activities during that program is limited but i still very look forward this program .... ^^
There must have something good and something bad ....
It is quite hard for me to having chinese cuisine here as 95% are malay here ...
There are only one chinese restoran near my hostel , honestly their cannot say is very nice la ...
but i still go there to eat most of the time as they got more choices in vegetable ...
Most of the malay here less selling that and many is seafood only (for those who like to eat seafood one will be very good la (i think ) as it is cheap and fresh )but this does not mean that i don't like to eat seafood , i just prefer more vegetable in my daily meals ...
Something that i must say that is the things sold here quite expensive !!
Okay , that's all for today hope i got more free time to update everything here ...^^
2011年8月24日星期三
leave jb soon ...
It is the very 1st time i leave here going to a place that i never been alone ...
Terengganu is a place famous among tourists but it is total different with the place i live for so many year ....
Hope to meet more friends soon ...
Sometimes if someone have made a decision , maybe we need to learn to not saying that decision is not very good as you may not know what he/she is thinking , it is better for us to think or try to understand what they would like to do ...
UMT is quite a new university , i knew it ....
Terengganu is a place that is very kampung , i also knew it ...
The university that i going to study is not very well known even malaysian , i knew it ....
Everthing you said i knew it already , but please think about all of it again before you want to say , i only can say that at least i get a place in university however is not the university or course that you want me to go and study ....
Leaving JB soon in two weeks , going to a place that is very unfamiliar for me and my family ...
A very good time for me to learn to be independent ...
Terengganu is a place famous among tourists but it is total different with the place i live for so many year ....
Hope to meet more friends soon ...
Sometimes if someone have made a decision , maybe we need to learn to not saying that decision is not very good as you may not know what he/she is thinking , it is better for us to think or try to understand what they would like to do ...
UMT is quite a new university , i knew it ....
Terengganu is a place that is very kampung , i also knew it ...
The university that i going to study is not very well known even malaysian , i knew it ....
Everthing you said i knew it already , but please think about all of it again before you want to say , i only can say that at least i get a place in university however is not the university or course that you want me to go and study ....
Leaving JB soon in two weeks , going to a place that is very unfamiliar for me and my family ...
A very good time for me to learn to be independent ...
2011年6月12日星期日
wait and wait .....
So many months already , i still waiting ......
Wait for the local university intake this year .....
WHY TAKE SO LONG LA.......
Look like i going to be crazy soon ..
HAHA ...
Wait for the local university intake this year .....
WHY TAKE SO LONG LA.......
Look like i going to be crazy soon ..
HAHA ...
2011年2月10日星期四
Goodbye Grandma ....
Everything happened so suddenly , i haven know how to respond u oredi gone ~~
No matter how regret is , u oredi gone forever ....
At that time i tried my best to rush back but i still dun have the chance to see ur last face ~~
Maybe this is was u wish as u dun wan us to see that how hard you are when you in the hospital ,
you may just want to let us see that you oredi R.I.P ~~
However u look like sleeping but all this is real ~~
U maybe haven knew that u oredi died ,
but the Master said no matter how we have to learn to let go ,
let u choose ur own way ....
that is another for us , a unknown world for human being ....
This few day during ur funeral , i looking at u hope that u can wake up ...
but Master really teach me how to let go ~`
We all just live in this world for a short time only ,
from the time u come to this world until u leave the world ...
Everyone is just the same in this world , no matter u are rich or poor , u are kind or bad ,
God look at us in the same way ...
tomorrow will be the 7th day after u left us ...
it is the time u has to decide where u want to go , this is what the Master told me ...
no matter what u did in this world , all maybe just ur destiny .....
Maybe i wouldnt celebrate CNY again , maybe i wouldnt see them again ....
too many maybe appear after u gone but i just can follow my way /my destiny ....
Goodbye , grandma .....
However u are gone but u will live in my heart ........
No matter how regret is , u oredi gone forever ....
At that time i tried my best to rush back but i still dun have the chance to see ur last face ~~
Maybe this is was u wish as u dun wan us to see that how hard you are when you in the hospital ,
you may just want to let us see that you oredi R.I.P ~~
However u look like sleeping but all this is real ~~
U maybe haven knew that u oredi died ,
but the Master said no matter how we have to learn to let go ,
let u choose ur own way ....
that is another for us , a unknown world for human being ....
This few day during ur funeral , i looking at u hope that u can wake up ...
but Master really teach me how to let go ~`
We all just live in this world for a short time only ,
from the time u come to this world until u leave the world ...
Everyone is just the same in this world , no matter u are rich or poor , u are kind or bad ,
God look at us in the same way ...
tomorrow will be the 7th day after u left us ...
it is the time u has to decide where u want to go , this is what the Master told me ...
no matter what u did in this world , all maybe just ur destiny .....
Maybe i wouldnt celebrate CNY again , maybe i wouldnt see them again ....
too many maybe appear after u gone but i just can follow my way /my destiny ....
Goodbye , grandma .....
However u are gone but u will live in my heart ........
2011年1月1日星期六
2011
lalalalalalalalala..................
It's 2011 .............
hvn got job aaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh........
some of my friends start working yesterday as a promoter at giant ,
however is a part time job but at least they got a job ah ~~~
a job needed by me ......
if no income then no m0ney ,......
no study .....
i going to be crazy .....
i am a stupid people ~~`
that day saw a scholarship for a course that i want to study from long ago ....
but i am too stupid and cant apply it .....
GPA 3.44 and above + band 4 and above ....
if got all this then a full scholarship yopu can have it ....
nothing much i can say only can say that i am a stupid people because i don't have all this ....
and now i have to worry above the fee if i want to continue study ......
maybe i too lazy for it ....
if i really cannot get into university maybe i will go for a restudy ......
another university i saw for the same course also need band 4 and above .....
hai ~~~
no chance 4 me .....
another i month is chinese new year la ....
if want to many thing then i need a job first la ....
the first wish for me in 2011 is get a job ,
then the second one is get into university to study .....
the others don't know yet .....
HOPE MY WISH CAN COME TRUE !!!!!
It's 2011 .............
hvn got job aaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh........
some of my friends start working yesterday as a promoter at giant ,
however is a part time job but at least they got a job ah ~~~
a job needed by me ......
if no income then no m0ney ,......
no study .....
i going to be crazy .....
i am a stupid people ~~`
that day saw a scholarship for a course that i want to study from long ago ....
but i am too stupid and cant apply it .....
GPA 3.44 and above + band 4 and above ....
if got all this then a full scholarship yopu can have it ....
nothing much i can say only can say that i am a stupid people because i don't have all this ....
and now i have to worry above the fee if i want to continue study ......
maybe i too lazy for it ....
if i really cannot get into university maybe i will go for a restudy ......
another university i saw for the same course also need band 4 and above .....
hai ~~~
no chance 4 me .....
another i month is chinese new year la ....
if want to many thing then i need a job first la ....
the first wish for me in 2011 is get a job ,
then the second one is get into university to study .....
the others don't know yet .....
HOPE MY WISH CAN COME TRUE !!!!!
2010年12月30日星期四
2010 have come to an end la......
in 2010 , i tried my best to study my stpm ,
now i finished the exam stay at home like an idiot .......
a job needed !!!!!!
who got lobang ....
checked the intake for ipta 2011/2012 , ipta started on september 2011 lei.........
i going to die la if i stay at home for so long ....
haha... i tried to find a job la ...
think back things that i have did in 2010 , all is my form 6 classmates lei ...........
it look like we did a lot of crazy things thing la ~~~~
however sometime i still very miss fa and all the others ....
that day i think i meet jo but it quite look like he do not that was me or he just didnt saw me .....
he changed quite a lot ....
i still feel sorry to fa as i went to sg and did not go to our gathering .....
for me it is quite hard to say that which one is i prefer more csi or gathering
but i go sg for csi as scs is somewhere i want to go s long ago ......
kim and her boyfriend look like being more and more loving la ~~
hope they get married early la ....
4 years let others wait too long la ......
2010 is going to end la ....
nothing i regret very much la ........
that day two of my cousins went into the hospital because of denggi ,
both christmas and dong zhi unable to celebrate......
may be can not say unable yo celebrate should say that it is gone without my notice ......
2011 is coming , hope everything will be all right and nothing bad happen .......
all of my family and friends in pink of health .......
bye bye 2010 , and hello 2011 .........
Start count down la~~~`
2009年10月3日星期六
In SIGS
Starting from 11/5/09, i study in SIGS as a six former .......
this school dun know why let me think that study is so hard and difficult ~
my last school may be not a well known school but i feel that teachers there are more friendly than the teachers in SIGS
every week must get scold from one of the teachers but i think we do nothing at all
i think that the teachers there are having fun by take turn 2 scold us ~~
after that i jz know what they scold is all what the art stream do but no us
feel so sad some time when u know that u do nothing wrong but get scold 4 others
i was so missing the time in sdary
however something of that school is so good than this school
but at least i know that study is something happy but not so stress
time flies
can not turn it back
next tuesday will have the muet speaking test i so nervous
i will in the 1st group and my english level was so ......
if i only get band 3 then how ??
i am try 2 catch some some insects 4 bio practical
but it is very smelly
nobody want 2 go in the bio lab except our class members
this school dun know why let me think that study is so hard and difficult ~
my last school may be not a well known school but i feel that teachers there are more friendly than the teachers in SIGS
every week must get scold from one of the teachers but i think we do nothing at all
i think that the teachers there are having fun by take turn 2 scold us ~~
after that i jz know what they scold is all what the art stream do but no us
feel so sad some time when u know that u do nothing wrong but get scold 4 others
i was so missing the time in sdary
however something of that school is so good than this school
but at least i know that study is something happy but not so stress
time flies
can not turn it back
next tuesday will have the muet speaking test i so nervous
i will in the 1st group and my english level was so ......
if i only get band 3 then how ??
i am try 2 catch some some insects 4 bio practical
but it is very smelly
nobody want 2 go in the bio lab except our class members
2009年5月9日星期六
Back 2 school .......
2morrow form 6 start le ...........
2morrow go 2 lapor diri
stay at home so long oredi
a little bit feel weird about go 2 school
i get sigs .......
a good school
but a girl school ~~~~~~~~
also a school i think is very difficult 2 go
hopefully i can find a solution 4 this problem
actually i dun know i should change 2 ssi o not .......
most of my friends study there ~~~~
i also need tuition
f6 is really difficult 2 study
i wan 2 fight with it so i need tuition
myb??!!
omega good 4 tuition but quite expensive 4 me
dun know how
dun know how 2 do ??
most of my friends go study le ~~
fa go matric
some like me go f6
some go UTAR
also got go melaka & kl
hope all of us can get the best & dream come true ~~~~
HAPPY STUDY ........
2morrow go 2 lapor diri
stay at home so long oredi
a little bit feel weird about go 2 school
i get sigs .......
a good school
but a girl school ~~~~~~~~
also a school i think is very difficult 2 go
hopefully i can find a solution 4 this problem
actually i dun know i should change 2 ssi o not .......
most of my friends study there ~~~~
i also need tuition
f6 is really difficult 2 study
i wan 2 fight with it so i need tuition
myb??!!
omega good 4 tuition but quite expensive 4 me
dun know how
dun know how 2 do ??
most of my friends go study le ~~
fa go matric
some like me go f6
some go UTAR
also got go melaka & kl
hope all of us can get the best & dream come true ~~~~
HAPPY STUDY ........
2009年4月2日星期四
I hate myself
dun knoe when i started hate myself
never try my best in study
then end up like this
cannot go there oredi
myb jz like fa said u should go 4 STPM
i knew i dun like but myb no choice
if i more hardworking
myb i will not that sad now
why ??
why i cant get 8 A1
??
never try my best in study
then end up like this
cannot go there oredi
myb jz like fa said u should go 4 STPM
i knew i dun like but myb no choice
if i more hardworking
myb i will not that sad now
why ??
why i cant get 8 A1
??
2009年3月31日星期二
Vending Machines in Japan
newspaper
kerosene
batteries
ice cream
recycling machines
fried food
flowers
toilet paper
fishing line, fish hook and bait
coke
rice cleaner
rice
popcorn
noodles/Ramen
business cards
umbrellas
eggs
2009年3月2日星期一
PRIMARY SCHOOL GATHERING
keep in touchAfter 5 years , 6A 1st gathering . Only half of them came .It looks quite funny 4 me .17 people go to cs and keep walking only .It was a fun day 4 me too. However some of them i dun remember ,some of them i dun recognize , some of them had changed a lot but the thing will not be myb is our friendship and the time we spend together .
chatting chatting and chatting
chatting about the time we spend
chatting about our future
chatting about what we are doing now
then must not forget to exchange phone number and msn la.....................
next gathering dun know will be when ?? we are going to go for further study
we are going to working
and so on
that day was quite a happy and tired day ............ that night i also travel back to that time we are in primary school in my dream we are so happy we are so cute we cried so easily
that time we dun had any pressure everyday we spend so happily i know the time could not came back so friends remember to keep in touch
2009年2月6日星期五
MONEY ! MONEY ! MONEY !...........
I really dun know why ..............
everyone.....every human being..........
everday......
say money*3..........
MONEY
cause a family became unpeaceful
MONEY
cause the blood relationship became nothing
MONEY
cause sisters and brothers became enemy
MONEY
cause father and son never lo0k 4 each other again
MONEY
the chinese say ....
the human being dead because money ,
the bird dead because the food .
MONEY
not the food
but everyone need it
MONEY
MONEY
MONEY
everyone.....every human being..........
everday......
say money*3..........
MONEY
cause a family became unpeaceful
MONEY
cause the blood relationship became nothing
MONEY
cause sisters and brothers became enemy
MONEY
cause father and son never lo0k 4 each other again
MONEY
the chinese say ....
the human being dead because money ,
the bird dead because the food .
MONEY
not the food
but everyone need it
MONEY
MONEY
MONEY
2009年1月15日星期四
Chinese new year .....
Chinese new year is just around the corner
Still no working
Then that day when i tell them to go 2 interview one week before cny ................
none of them agree with me !!!!!!!
why?????
just want me to help sis in preparing all the thing need for cny
UNHAPPY
that how i feel that time
LOST
when all my friends are working but I'm not
USELESS
that how i feel I'm ..............
can't follow what i want but have to listen to what they want ........
THIS IS AN ORDER
what they like to say
SORRY
to my friend........
so kind to help me when i said i want to work.....
That day
in the class for driving lesson
LONELY I'm so lonely that
the boring class
the very*3 cool air con classroom
a few of student
a teacher from Sabah
SO.............
at the end of the class
i dun remember and understand what he said ...
conclusion is.............
BORING
2009年1月4日星期日
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2008年12月26日星期五
afraid.......sad........
stay at home about 1 month
everyday ......
the same thing
i just want to run.......
and run ..............
run to someway that i would not see them
i know i will do it one day ...........
everyday ......
the same thing
i just want to run.......
and run ..............
run to someway that i would not see them
i know i will do it one day ...........
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