Facebook and coffee addicted

It's true that Terengganu is a super boring place for me .
No entertainment , no television , no radio ...
The only thing i got is my laptop , this make me keep checking my facebook even there are no new post at all ..
Coffee is a good thing when it meet with my laptop but is bad when i wan sleep
Last night , i did not have a good sleeping again ....
the weather here is so hot , but this just can be one of the causes .
I think that the main cause is the coffee
Actually i know that i do not like to drink but drinking a coffee make me able to stay focus in what I am doing especially when i force myself study ....

Both of these things are still under control when i got class to attend but it become worse during exam week .
Keep forcing myself to study as it got so many unknown for me and the carry marks was so low and i just do not know why the carry marks become lower and lower .

Anyway , i tell myself i have to stop it or reduce it and i think i can do it as i going to have a holiday soon .
Last two paper for me , nutrition and analytical chemistry i going to finish them and back to my home sweet home . Miss them so much ....

Happy Father Day

Father's Day ...

I saw a lots posts about wishing their Father , feel quite sad for it ...
For me , i really dun know what is the word "FATHER " or "DADDY" means ....

It just a word for me , it was so sad to say that ...
Last time , i did blame that why he left us so early ?!
WHY ?? Why make mum become so difficult in her life ??

As the times pass , i keep try to find out the cause that lead to your dealth ....
At the end i step in to a field called nutrition , really sometime i do not know whether i am right or not ...
Maybe just do not wish to see more people die because unhealthy diet like you .

That day , sister ask me whether you think father is a superman ?
I cannot answer it at all , i just found out that you left my life totally ...

Who are you ? How you look like ? What will you tell me ?
What you like to eat / drink ? Your this , your that , then i just know 3 years is just too short for me to know you ...

If there really have another world , hope you at there with grandparents happily ....

DAD , I LOVE YOU ~~

Merry Christmas (^.^)

Tomorrow is Christmas la , lets watch the video that i make ( first time try to create a video )

Merry Christmas Everyone ~~~

 HO HO HO!!!

Where is my Santa Claus ???

TERENGGANU ....

Since i left JB and coming to Terengganu all ready two weeks la !!!!


In Terengganu is famous with its islands and the beach right ???
So i only can say that it is really beautiful but just for the sea and beach only because i haven got the chance to go any island here yet .
This october , i will have the chance to go Pulau Bidong which is belong to my university -UMT for a program call survival laut .This program is for every new members coming to this university .
It can say that is a two days one night program but only the first day will having activities and the second day we will be back from there ...
However the time for us to doing activities during that program is limited but i still very look forward this program .... ^^

There must have something good and something bad ....
It is quite hard for me to having chinese cuisine here as 95% are malay here ...
There are only one chinese restoran near my hostel , honestly their cannot say is very nice la ...
but i still go there to eat most of the time as they got more choices in vegetable ...
Most of the malay here less selling that and many is seafood only (for those who like to eat seafood one will be very good la (i think ) as it is cheap and fresh )but this does not mean that i don't like to eat seafood , i just prefer more vegetable in my daily meals ...


Something that i must say that is the things sold here quite expensive !!

Okay , that's all for today hope i got more free time to update everything here ...^^

leave jb soon ...

It is the very 1st time i leave here going to a place that i never been alone ...
Terengganu is a place famous among tourists but it is total different with the place i live for so many year ....
Hope to meet more friends soon ...
Sometimes if someone have made a decision , maybe we need to learn to not saying that decision is not very good as you may not know what he/she is thinking , it is better for us to think or try to understand what they would like to do ...

UMT is quite a new university , i knew it ....
Terengganu is a place that is very kampung , i also knew it ...
The university that i going to study is not very well known even malaysian , i knew it ....
Everthing you said i knew it already , but please think about all of it again before you want to say , i only can say that at least i get a place in university however is not the university or course that you want me to go and study ....


Leaving JB soon in two weeks , going to a place that is very unfamiliar for me and my family ...
A very good time for me to learn to be independent ...

wait and wait .....

So many months already , i still waiting ......
Wait for the local university intake this year .....

WHY TAKE SO LONG LA.......


Look like i going to be crazy soon ..
HAHA ...

Goodbye Grandma ....

Everything happened so suddenly , i haven know how to respond u oredi gone ~~
No matter how regret is , u oredi gone forever ....
At that time i tried my best to rush back but i still dun have the chance to see ur last face ~~

Maybe this is was u wish as u dun wan us to see that how hard you are when you in the hospital ,
you may just want to let us see that you oredi R.I.P ~~
However u look like sleeping but all this is real ~~

U maybe haven knew that u oredi died ,
but the Master said no matter how we have to learn to let go ,
let u choose ur own way ....
that is another for us , a unknown world for human being ....

This few day during ur funeral , i looking at u hope that u can wake up ...
but Master really teach me how to let go ~`
We all just live in this world for a short time only ,
from the time u come to this world until u leave the world ...
Everyone is just the same in this world , no matter u are rich or poor , u are kind or bad ,
God look at us in the same way ...

tomorrow will be the 7th day after u left us ...
it is the time u has to decide where u want to go , this is what the Master told me ...
no matter what u did in this world , all maybe just ur destiny .....

Maybe i wouldnt celebrate CNY again , maybe i wouldnt see them again ....
too many maybe appear after u gone but i just can follow my way /my destiny ....


Goodbye , grandma .....
However u are gone but u will live in my heart ........